Ever have a day?

Where you feel like there is something missing from your life but you're not sure what it is? It's like one of those thoughts that was on the tip of the tongue and then just disappeared before you could bring it to life. Kind of like a thought that is just out of reach, even though you know it's there.

That is the way my day has gone since I got up around 130 this afternoon.

Just felt the need to get it off my chest as I sat down to start my evening here at work.

~C

 

Yup everyday I wake up,there so much missing from my life its a joke,I dare not think about it or it would be impossible to enjoy the small things I have.

acuna matata...

 

So now that you have me sitting on the edge of my seat, what happened? What did you forget or not forget?

I have those kinda days myself. I am the 'Service Manager' at a Mercedes Benz shop, and when I started I did not know jack about MB cars! Boss knew my background before he transfered me. Talk about sink or swim...

A while back, I had a guy that did not understand his bill and the legal realm he entered when he signed the piece of paper. My boss owns your car until you pay the bill. He threatened to pull a gun on me so he could take his car. And damn, I used to work for this dude!

Well, after going over the bill in detail, he paid and left. I swam that day. Who knows what Monday will bring for me.

E

 

LOL... I wish i knew what it was. I think that it is really nothing more than my SAD kicking in on top of being biPolar, but who knows. Thing is, it just sits there and bugs the hell outta me, kinda like that itch on your back that you can never reach...


~C

 

Thank you for putting into words exactly how I feel, but didn't know how to express it.
You're not alone.

 

book your self into a tanning saloon,

 

It's those long a$$ hours you work!

 

LOL.... Yeah, between the long hours and working all night, I know i need some serious tanning sessions. Just a matter of when, where and how much. Have thought about getting a bed for home use, but still just can't justify the cost


~C

 

Always good to know that there are more of us out there and we are not alone

~C

 

Wouldn't that be great, a wolf maybe :drool